I feel terrible.

Tears fall down from my face, damaged skin, big head, fucked mind.

Oh course, it's a beautiful, dramatic choice: make your dreams come true and leave the person who IS your bigger than even the biggest dream or fuck imaginations, wake up, make your LIFE, take your time here, LOVE, have a chance, but live with awareness that you will never do what you always wanted. Stage is gone.

I am such a selfish person.
Sometimes, now, I am.



Welcome, my retarded english. Tomorrow is our own holiday!


Fuck.